It's not history, it's HERstory.

Rochelle but you can call me Roshi. Sixteen years of living,loving & laughing. Filipino. Resides in the bay; 650. Junior @ SSFHS. I express myself through music, writing and drawing. I live my days like no tomorrow & IDGAF what others think. Single, so let's mingle. My purpose in life is to love others & to be there for them as much as I can.

 

Current emotion: Confused.

Today I was supposed to watch the movie, Scott Pilgrim Vs. The World, but then my friends flaked out on me because one of them would be sad since today was supposed to be her anniversary with one of her exes who is her “big brother”. It still gets to her. And my other friend, he has band and can’t get out of it. I’m a tad bit disappointed, but I pretty much understand him. So since this plan is canceled, I have to go straight to Santa Clara. I don’t feel like calling my dad about the plans being canceled just yet. I guess I can make the excuse that I slept late. Right?

Other than this, I’m confused because I’m in love with someone who is in a relationship and I’m in like with someone who is so many miles away from me…. I choose the guy whose so far from me, but then the guy I’m in love with keeps pulling me back. I blame myself. Temptation and lust really did get to me….